April 19, 2020; Second Sunday of Easter
John 20:19-31
I have red hair, when I was young, it was really red…and I was often reminded of this fact, by strangers, old ladies at church, and bullies.
One day, when I was in second grade, I ran afoul of said bullies, and after letting them know that I did not appreciate their teasing, they offered to meet up with me after school to discuss the situation further: a classic set up, right out of the movies.
However, it was not quite as much fun in real life.
So, when school ended, I found myself sheltering in place. I was smart enough to stay near the office, but could see the bullies loitering just outside. I knew I was safe for the moment, but would not be able to stay there for long, and was thinking of an exit strategy, but not coming up with anything practical.
All I knew was that it was not safe to go outside.
I was thinking about my chances of taking another exit, thinking they could not be watching both the front and back doors at the same time…right? Then I saw a rattling old ’65 Valiant pull up to the curb!
It was my big brother Pete!
I was not expecting him, but my mother had asked him to pick me up after school, because there was big news!
When I walked out of the school, the bullies approached, but Pete saw them and told them to “get lost” and they backed away!
I was safe, at least for that afternoon!
When I got home, my mother told me I was changing schools!
(Yes, this really happened)
I would have to get used to a ‘new normal’ but at least those bullies wouldn’t bother me again!
And I knew that no matter what happened, that I would always have someone watching my back, always have someone to support me…just like Pete did, when he chased off the bullies.
In today’s Gospel, we find the disciples, also sheltering in place.
They were afraid to go out…because it was dangerous out there.
I remember hearing this Gospel in church, as a child, and thinking that they lacked faith in God, faith in the words of Jesus.
Wondering why they did not go out boldly and stand up their bullies…although I used caution with my own.
Looking down on them because they were afraid, and hiding.
However, these were thoughts of a child, and I was mistaken. For the disciples, going out WAS dangerous!
It would have put their lives, and the lives of those they loved, at risk because the same people who had executed Jesus wanted to kill them as well!
So, the disciples stayed hidden, and waited until it was safe to go outside; although they did not know when that would be.
While in hiding behind locked doors, they did their best to make sense of everything that had happened:
The arrest, torture and death of Jesus, the threats given by those in power, and now, the stories of his return! None of it made any sense, no wonder the disciples were afraid and confused.
They were facing an uncertain future. They knew it would be different, but had no idea what it would be like…yet.
But, for the moment, they knew it was better for them to play it safe, and stay in hiding.
There are some of us who may be able to relate to how the disciples were feeling on this evening.
Then, in the midst of their fear, sorrow and confusion, Jesus was with them!
And he appeared right when they needed him!
Just like my brother Pete did on that afternoon!
On this evening, the disciples needed hope, they needed to have something to give them peace, they needed Jesus!
He knew this, and so the first thing Jesus said to them was “Peace be with you”.
Usually, it is a simple greeting, but here, in the midst of their hiding place, these words became something more!
The last thing the disciples were feeling at that moment was peace.
Jesus’ greeting was also a sincere wish calm, a message of hope in the midst of a very difficult time.
Telling them, “Peace be with you” was a way of letting the disciples know that they were not alone, that God was still with them…that the promise of Christ, the promise of new life, was at hand…and this was reason for peace!
And this gift was given to them…and to all of us!
Then, Jesus asks us all to go out into the world, to tell others the good news, to share this gift of peace with a troubled world.
It is not an easy task, as our world is unsettled, and not everyone wants to hear this message of peace, nor does everyone want to hear the about God’s presence in our world.
The disciples would discover this for themselves, and that is why their road was not an easy one, but Jesus never promised that following him would be easy. There were plenty of reasons for them to have fear and uncertainty, but in the words of Jesus: “Peace be with you” there is hope, and strength.
Because with these words, Jesus is reminding the disciples that they are not alone, that they were part of the miracle of the Resurrection.
That faith can overcome fear.
Our lives are not easy either, even without a pandemic there are plenty of reasons to feel fear and uncertainty…
And at a time like this, it is even more important to be at peace, to seek out the faith that can quiet our fear, the hope that is found in knowing that God’s love surrounds always.
It is also important to remember that not only did Jesus wish us peace, but he also called upon us to be peace in our world…and to share this gift with our troubled world.
For the more we share God’s love and grace with each other the stronger it grows!
When we show compassion to those who are struggling, offer comfort to those who mourn, we are sharing our faith, faith that speaks to fear and uncertainty.
It is together that we will find the peace that we need to face the challenges of today, together that we will become the peace we need to move forward into our new normal…as we adjust to a new way of life in the wake of the virus.
In our new normal, it will be even more important for us to watch out for each other; not only to share this peace, but to be that peace!
May the peace of the Lord be with us all.